They
found him in the living room, crumpled up on the mottled carpet. The
police did. Sniffing a fetid odor, a neighbor had called 911. The
apartment was in north-central Queens, in an unassertive building on
79th Street in Jackson Heights.
The
apartment belonged to a George Bell. He lived alone. Thus the
presumption was that the corpse also belonged to George Bell. It was a
plausible supposition, but it remained just that, for the puffy body on
the floor was decomposed and unrecognizable. Clearly the man had not
died on July 12, the Saturday last year when he was discovered, nor the
day before nor the day before that. He had lain there for a while,
nothing to announce his departure to the world, while the hyperkinetic
city around him hurried on with its business.
Neighbors
had last seen him six days earlier, a Sunday. On Thursday, there was a
break in his routine. The car he always kept out front and moved from
one side of the street to the other to obey parking rules sat on the
wrong side. A ticket was wedged beneath the wiper. The woman next door
called Mr. Bell. His phone rang and rang.
Then the smell of death and the police and the sobering reason that George Bell did not move his car.
Each
year around 50,000 people die in New York, and each year the mortality
rate seems to graze a new low, with people living healthier and longer. A
great majority of the deceased have relatives and friends who soon
learn of their passing and tearfully assemble at their funeral. A
reverent death notice appears. Sympathy cards accumulate. When the
celebrated die or there is some heart-rending killing of the innocent,
the entire city might weep.
A
much tinier number die alone in unwatched struggles. No one collects
their bodies. No one mourns the conclusion of a life. They are just a
name added to the death tables. In the year 2014, George Bell, age 72,
was among those names.
George Bell —
a simple name, two syllables, the minimum. There were no obvious
answers as to who he was or what shape his life had taken. What worries
weighed on him. Whom he loved and who loved him.
Like most New Yorkers, he lived in the corners, under the pale light of obscurity.
Yet
death even in such forlorn form can cause a surprising amount of
activity, setting off an elaborate, lurching process that involves a
hodgepodge of interlocking characters whose livelihoods flow in part or
in whole from death.
With
George Bell, the ripples from the process would spill improbably and
seemingly by happenstance from the shadows of Queens to upstate New York
and Virginia and Florida. Dozens of people who never knew him, all cogs
in the city’s complicated machinery of mortality, would find themselves
settling the affairs of an ordinary man who left this world without
anyone in particular noticing.
In
discovering a death, you find a life story and perhaps meaning. Could
anything in the map of George Bell’s existence have explained his lonely
end? Possibly not. But it was true that George Bell died carrying some
secrets. Secrets about how he lived and secrets about who mattered most
to him. Those secrets would bring sorrow. At the same time, they would
deliver rewards. Death does that. It closes doors but also opens them.
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